Surprised I even made it here.
My doubts and fears don’t look like friends.
I’d jump the fence if it meant I’d never feel the call again.
I’m falling in. My stamina is low.
Don’t know how they keep pressing on.
I’d sing a song of nothingness,
But silence keeps on touching us.
I’m at a standstill.
Waiting for someone who speaks my language.
It's anguish. This pain hits
My pancreas when I'm angriest.
It's been this way- I been afraid,
Since seventh grade- I don’t know myself.
It cuts deep and I can’t sleep.
Got my own shit on repeat.
Like, "Who the fuck is Nick D?
Who the fuck could this be?"
My world ain’t sweet as it was.
That’s probably on me because,
I ain't trusting nobody. Got so much love inside me
I been stuck looking sideways.
I'm fucked up and I’m sideways.

We got brownies, and pizza
To each his own- I'm seeking on.
I been drinking protein shakes,
Fish for some omega-3's
Cook it with some broccoli!
I'll make some for you probably.
Please stop me if I repeat myself that’s not me.

To each his own I'm guessin'. I'm seekin' on a blessin'
To each his own- I'm leaning on
some beams that got me stressin'
To each his own I'm guessin'. I'm seekin' on a blessin'
To each his own I'm leaning on
a team that got my back-

I need Clarity- A vision.
Something different when I listen.
With the mission that my music never fall off.
I'm on this edge, of this cliff,
And I sit with my feet off
Shouting out "Hello!" into a canyon down below.
Ooh woah-
We are all immortal souls- So I don’t care when I go-
Where I travel, what's in store.
Ah yas-
I been the next to step to wreck.
Always with a verse in mind to rip it when I feel inclined.
I'll export some files- "Another real slammer!"
This technology I built it with a hammer.
So far all I’ve learned is manners.
I'm on the way out.
Don’t follow me- Don’t try to be-
Anything other than godly, possibly.
I’m part of this continuum on a minimum of effort.
And anything I say could never represent my best work.
I step with my left first- Fight and never get hurt.
My innards are stronger than Conan- I'm a showman.
So go den. This beat here is golden.
So fuck ya’ll- I go in. I'm flowin'.
It's potent and imp-oR-tant.
Rappin' is the sport then- and I got handles.
You've been playin' defense in some sandals-
The fans know.

Just pause- could it be?
We’re involved in such a mystery?
Wonder is the state to be achieved.
If this life examined might make a man see,
Then let him be, we.

Just pause- could it be?
We’re involved in such a mystery?
Wonder is the state to be achieved.
If this life examined might make a man see,
Then let him be, please.

I need Clarity.
I need Clarity.